do you ever just want to sit outside with someone and talk all night because i do

excessive amounts of stupidity tonight. like a dozen questions that a literally covered in the rules.

i’m watching about 4 times as much league of legends as i am playing these days.

word. analysis / keeping up with the pro scenes take up much more of my time than i have to play myself, because i’m at the bottom of gold 5 and realistically will not get plat this season and still keep up momentum in #reallife

"Dating is like SoloQ. 1. Most people are trash. 2. You can’t play out of your league."

wise words from my roommate (via forte-and-a-half)

also 3. ppl get angry at you for making mistakes and you’re rarely forgiven…

"Be the person you needed when you were younger."

Ayesha A. Siddiqi. (via a-ngxr)



It’s amazing how chronic illness changed what I am looking for in a partner. 

Or looking for a partner at all….. 

I’m running on barely ever sleeping, coffee, bagels, pasta, juice, mary jane, and willpower

but hey guess what i’m employed. fucking right.

"I’m so fucking sick of saying I’m sorry when I’m the one collapsed on the ground."

(via ckgarden)
Few understand how satisfied I am to have this shirt

Few understand how satisfied I am to have this shirt

"My entire life can be described in one sentence: It didn’t go as planned, and that’s okay."

Rachel Wolchin (via augustic)

I’m horrified right now
My housemate v finger whistled at a couple girls on the sidewalk from our porch like they were dogs. What the fuck. I actually was so shocked i sorta stared at him jawdropped for a few seconds o__o

i realized that i actually have been losing sleep in a massive amount consistently in the past few months because - and i only see this in hindsight - i wanted to be successful, more than i cared about sleep.

and my health has been improving too, crohn’s-wise.

this isn’t to say i ‘don’t sleep ever’. I sleep. I sleep enough that i get a rem cycle or two a day and that my cells can repair themselves sufficiently. but i never say to myself, ‘ehhh i have a few more hours this morning ill just fall back asleep.’ Not anymore. These days, I get up and. I. Focus. I focus for as much as I can.