fuck yeah I get to watch some anime

Colonoscopy biopsy results

Biopsies taken during your endoscopic procedure:

_ No cancer found

Findings: continued inflammation with no sign of CMV infection. There was a small area of low-grade dysplasia (low-grade changes that can be precancerous)

considering my previous scope showed pervasive and significant dysplasia, and my docs were talking about cancer and surgery, to now speaking of treatment courses and steady-as-she-goes, POSITIVE MOMENTUM!!!!

"Sleep doesn’t relieve my exhaustion anymore."

July 7, 2014 (via 5weetsorrow)


i hope u find someone that mindlessly plays with your hands and lightly strokes your legs and massages your back and plays with your hair and i hope that u feel like you’re home when u look at them

"Confidence isn’t walking into a room with your nose in the air, and thinking you are better than everyone else, it’s walking into a room and not having to compare yourself to anyone else in the first place."

this is perfect (via raysofthesun)


“tired” isn’t even a temporary state for me anymore it’s just an inherent part of my personality at this point

"To be with him was to hurt him—inevitably. And that’s what I’d felt as he reached for me: I’d felt as though I were committing an act of violence against him, because I was."

"There is nothing more rare, nor more beautiful, than a woman being unapologetically herself; comfortable in her perfect imperfection. To me, that is the true essence of beauty."

― Steve Maraboli (via psych-quotes)


i’m thankful my childhood was filled with imagination and bruises from playing outside, instead of apps and how many damn likes you get on a picture

Reading this book just makes me feel alone. :/

Romance doesn’t ever happen to me

i’ve learned to ignore my thirst because otherwise i’d die of it.

"A man has always wanted to lay me down but he never wanted to pick me up. And the men that did have real love and affection for me were the ones that never touched me."

Eartha Kitt (via midnightintheheights)

"I didn’t get over it, but I got used to it."

Story of my life. (via ranjhana)


do you ever just want to sit outside with someone and talk all night because i do